" Confessions & Forgiving is the best tool the free yourself from Evil "
" We mankind are not perfect, we do sin a lot and only God is perfect Amen. Things like confessions and forgiving the people who did wrong to us or we did wrong to them it's very hard. Some people say " I don't want to confess about things that I did wrong I want to keep it for myself" or" Sometimes you just can't forgive people, because they are not worth to be forgiven.". Then I must say Forgiving and Confessions its not for the person who YOU did wrong or who did YOU wrong, but for yourself to move on."
So what you just read above was a post that I made almost 10 years ago in Indonesia, struggling with faith I went to this church where they didn't even want me and God allow that to happen to me because I strongly believe He wants to see my response of heart and I choose to forgive and understand. Did it hurt yes very much because as a new born Christian you want to be heard, loved, and your ego is still big. With all my power and suppressing my anger I choose to forgive. Along the years when we passes process and struggles from marriage struggles to, familie problems and just life in general, practicing to forgive became more bearable. And this year I came to understand why forgiving is an important matter to you and to people around you. God knows that when we don't forgive that it will destroy us inside and we don't deserve that. God knows that we deserve a healthy spiritual life and a come as you are relationship with Him. I believe that our hearts should always be open no matter what so that when hurt or disappointment arrives it has space to heal. But when you close it along with anger, hurt and bitterness the healing of God can't occur. It's like when you are almost dying and your in the hospital but won't allow any specialist to come and help you. You will slowly but surely die unless you have faith and call in the name of Jesus and you know you will be healed lol, but you know what I mean right? Don't close your heart, open it at any cost so that God can heal you with His spirit of love, understanding and forgiving. Patience is key to, to this matter but will write about that in my next post. So for you who read this, I know your in pain but it won't be for to long. Your loved by God and many people around you and you deserve for this healing. Don't be to comfortable of where you are and forgive those who hurted you or forgive yourself. Confess to God your worries and what you long for just come as you are. Our God is a loving mentor, father, creator and He knows and got you on this.
"If we confess our sins to him, he is faithful and just to forgive our sins and to cleanse us from all wickedness"
31 Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice.
32 Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you.